Okay, it's been a long time since I've updated this. But, this journal isn't going to be a very happy one. Up to now, I've been trying to keep from explaining to people too much about my Papa. The only person I've really let myself go with is Jordan, and a few times with Kady. But, it's time to fess up.
I'm a mess.
My papa was a father to me more than anything. I've tried to look strong for everyone, but it's honeslty hard. One night after I cried to Jordan, I told myself that I had to move on and stop crying so much. So I did. After that, I only cried a few times. But, here I am again feeling lost.
I'm not writing this as a terrible sob